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time is the weirdest thing for me
i like my today self a bit
i kind of hate my yesterday self, i don't know why
and i'm scared of my tomorrow self...
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My Ideal Friendship
i love Snow Man so much.
because they are my ideal friendship i've been looking for all my life.
as an outsider in my own country's culture, a non-binary who can be neither fangirl nor fanboy, & someone who's always been disappointed in relationships...
...i just want a group of friend like yours.
...i just want people who will love and encourage ( Read more... ) -
Childhood Friends
Johnny's YouTube Channels are bringing me back to my childhood friends.
thank you for the subtitles.
thank you Johnny-san who created special land that's different from other places in the world.
& thank you for all of my semi-imaginary friends for staying the same as always.
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choose?
now i can't choose between
yoshizawa ryo...
yamazaki kento...
nomura shuhei...
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you are never real
my love for suda masaki
sometimes grow up
sometimes die down
sometimes we're incredibly close
sometimes we're more than far
more than far = emptiness
i became more than a piece of rubbish
more than a piece of rubbish = nothing
you never show the real you
i can't know you
even though there's once a hope
that my kind of people might not be ( Read more... ) -
Real Masaki never dies
put lot of effort to read Saki-chan's latest interviews for Ikiteru Dake de, Ai, since i can't read Japanese, i had to use my special power.
it was worth. i found something magical.
from my previous entry, from Saki-chan's personality in my head & the things my friend said few days ago (that japanese society is severely but ambiguously sick for ( Read more... ) -
time didn't steal anything from Saki-chan
Suda Masaki is an indy genius actor or wtfever... it's just a hype.
a cruel hype that confirms the disgust of entertainment industry. the industry that's heartlessly trying to change little kid's real personality just for the sake of money.
it's just my feeling that Masaki has been treated badly, been bullied/raped by his career & expectations. ( Read more... ) -
Cherish my little Jellyfish
Suda Masaki is an adorable doll. he's so misunderstood. he should get more suitable roles.
Dele's Yutaro is finally his kind of role but that dry chemistry between Suda and Yamada ruins Yutaro's chance to shine.
it's a shame that adults who's been taken care of Suda-kun is not smart enough to deal with this rare gem. cherish him more.
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Kento, thank you
Kento is talented; a rare actor with sensitiveness, naturalness, sincerity & creativity. thank you for sharing some part of yourself to this world through your acting.
i imagined myself being friends with you, i would be very happy, because you're an adorable, funny & thoughtful person.
i love you in One Week Friends, Orange, Kanseitou & Todome no ( Read more... ) -
Masaki & Kento
now hunting many Masaki & Kento movies/series. i love them more & more every second. so blessed to know these special persons. they are wise, warm, sensitive, mischievous & funny. they're so good like a dream. wish i could be their friends.
some of Masaki's works are precious. but many times he accepted the unsuitable (too-different-from-himself) ( Read more... )