i want to get away from this place.

ugh. i don't know what the fuck to do.

i'm so torn.

:(

i was just told that one of my mom's good friends found out yesterday that he has pancreatic cancer and it's already spread to his liver.

life fucking blows. :'(

hang in there phil. i'm praying for you.

<3

so far today has been shit.
nothing good has happened.
i'm second guessing myself.
after thinking about it....
i'm second guessing everything.

i don't like this feeling i'm having right now.
make it go away.

[edit]
gahh. his phone calls always make me smile.
maaaaybe today is getting a little better.

dang.
how excited am i for my cabo cruise vacation w/ my bff!?

wayyyy excited.
can't wait till september!

it's crunch time sara. all the way till september!

:)

oh hello sore throat.
what a lovely addition to all the other shit going wrong.

oh not to mention, i forgot my medication for my neck.

:(

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