home.
my abuelito was doing pretty good the whole time we were up there in Memphis, Tenn (incase you didnt notice ive been there for a week because my g-pa has been really sick.) until the day that i left (which was this morning) and yesterday.

he got really bad. im really worried.
we all know hes going back into the ER but hey, thats life right?

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memphis public library is my sanctuary from
my crazy/awesome redneck family.
i'm finding peace in my chaotic life
and i do not find it in any of these
a) shopping
b) listening to good music/shows
c) drinking
d) sexual acts
e) time with good friends
f) time with good boyfriend
g) eating

i find it in my quiet place
and in my quiet times.
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tonight was my last night in town before i leave for memphis.
matt got me to slowdance with him while listening to Chet Baker.
it was really sweet. we were dancing slow and close like old folks.
i think little things like that might be a few of the reasons i love him.

ill be back on the 11th and hopefully
i'll have some computer access if i go
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pracuwOOkie: my name is l to the auren s to the COTT
you mess with me youll get shot
i got this boy named M to the D
i love him so much, if you hoes look at him ill brake yo knees
pracuwOOkie: UHH WHAT YO
s to the cott: you are magnificient.

i wish my iPod was water-proof.
i miss it when im in the shower.

forewarning : if anyone wants to spend time with me, they better do it on Wednesday before i lose my life due to being busy from Thursday on.

thursday
- babysitting from 7 am to 3 pm, three kids
-work from 4 pm til 9 pm
friday
- babysitting from 7 am to 5 pm, five kids
- work from 6 pm til 10:30 pm
saturday
- work 4 pm til 10:30 pm
sunday
- drive to ( Read more... )

"friends check
money check
well slept check
opposite sex check
microphone check
messages waiting on me when i come home

how come everything i think i need
always comes with batteries?
what do you think it means?"

i need to shower.
i need ashley's silence.
i need some quiet times.
i need sleep.

"i'm so ashamed ive been so mean.
 i don't know how it got to this point."
 -no doubt

alot of people/things rase my blood pressure.
few people/things lower it.
i knew things would change, but i didn't know it would happen so fast.
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( Friday from the Museum of Natural Science )

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