s to the cott: i really dislike most males right now...
s to the cott: so many of them have hurt my friends.
s to the cott: or i've realized the truth about a lot of them.
w m c Y d E: :/
s to the cott: not that i dont get frustrated with most girls.
s to the cott: but ive always been frustrated with girls.
w m c Y d E:: people suck, in general. but that ( Read more... )

i really miss angel right now, not sure why the urgent feeling of loss
but i really feel like crying because i miss her so much.
i've made alot of new friends and i like them alot, but none of which
have the comfortability that she and i had. only angel would let me
throw up all over her front yard.

in other news i have to say something, that i'm sure ( Read more... )

what a beautiful & amazingly peaceful day.
slept all night with my window open.
marlen called me at 9 am with some awesome words.
picked my dad up from the hospital, the surgery went fine.
got home and snuggled up with my dad and slept ALL day.
watched/cried at "What Dreams May Come"
showered (but still didnt wash my hair, duh).
ate Pei Wei with:
Toph ( Read more... )

ASHLEY & CHRIS ARE COMING HOME! AHHH OMFG.
Also, my dad is having some type of surgery today, prayer please.
Guess what time it is boys and girls?
Another LOW guitar search. don't ask.
Just find us a guitarist...plz?

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Father, in this time of physical pain
in this time of trust and ATM transactions
i'm praying for something bigger, better, and more beautiful.
i'm running, not walking after hope,
that bright light that wont keep a steady pace
and all i need is taste of it, to know that
"everythings gonna be alright."
i want internal whispers.
i want firecracker-loud thuds ( Read more... )

I'm a lady.

You silly explicit girls make me sick.
I'm threw with all that. Seriously.
I've said it once and I'll say it again...
Watch your mouth around me,
I'm a lady.

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[ jonathan is like the little brother i never had. ]

J0N47h4n R: THE COOLEST THING HAPPENED
J0N47h4n R: I WAS PLAYING CS
J0N47h4n R: AND AS I JOPINED THE SERVER
J0N47h4n R: THEY USUALLY HAVE MUSIC PLAYING
J0N47h4n R: AND GUESS WHAT WAS PLAYING?!?!?!
J0N47h4n R: OUT OF LOVE WSA PLAYING
J0N47h4n R: I WAS LIKE
J0N47h4n R: OMGOMGOMGOMG
J0N47h4n R: I KNOW HERE
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"For I live in eager expectation and hope that I will never do anything
that will cause me to be ashamed of myself but that I will always be
ready to speak out boldly for Christ while I am going through all these
trials here, just as I have in the past; and that I will always be an honor
to Christ, whether I live or whether I must die."

Phil 1:20

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