its late, but i'm hurting. so i turn to my lj maybe for pity,
or just people who agree with my ramblings.
people are crap.
plain & simple.
you try so hard to love someone, to call them your brother,
to give them a new family, to support them spiritually, and
in the end the whole time you've been embraced in this
friendship hug, he's got a knife behind ( Read more... )

1Corinthians 13:1-3
"1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love,
I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all
knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love,
I am nothing.
3 If I give all I possess to the poor and ( Read more... )

in austin I:
-met Vince Vahn
-came within a foot of the Keane
-mooned some folks
-ate out for every meal
-saw the awesomely notcurnal bats
-got to be with three of the girls
i love the most. they were all wonderful
hosts and i really am missing them already.
-got two skirt & two shirts @ urban
-gave ana her present[can we say belated?]
-saw my new friends ( Read more... )

ps, my mommy is stealing me away today.
she was supposed to leave early this morning for Austin
to go to some conference for work, but late last night
she decided i needed to go with her.
we're evacuating to higher grounds...or Austin.
but if things get bad there we are going
to San Antonio. my dad and uncle are staying here.
matt is staying here too. ( Read more... )

s to the cott: tell me something extra sweet and special...:D
XcrucialXmattX: I really enjoy your presense and cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you
s to the cott: are you saying this because of how we got to have an "us" day, today?
XcrucialXmattX: a little bit. =)
XcrucialXmattX: i love you so much doll
XcrucialXmattX: really really do.

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first time for everything:
so today while at the galleria, megan and i went to the pottie.
after washing our hands, i was primping in the mirror, and meg
was using the hand dryer. this latino lady walked up behind
me, looked me up and down like 4 times and gave me the dirtiest
smile i've ever seen and said, "so nice..."
i felt so violated, and megan ( Read more... )

friday's show was intimate but tons of fun.
saturday's show was huge but kind of awkward.
nonetheless, people did come up afterward and talk to some of us about
our faith and what not. God did His job well ;).
(BUT the coolest thing happened while we played 'Dreams of Darkening Spain.'
 see, the first line in that song is, "ambulances fly, i am blown ( Read more... )

the show tonight was fun. nice kids. nice band members.
nice performances. and tomorrow in Austin will be ever more beautiful.
i can simply feel it.  We will be playing right down the street from Mike.
how fun is that? but there is one thing thats been bothering me...

i want to pick my nose so bad, but i've
got papercuts on nearly every finger.
so ( Read more... )

-buy new Febreeze Allergen Reducer
-send ana her freakin' present
-buy gas tank lock
-buy 3 black polos for work
-do laundry
(that seems to be on my to do list everytime i make one)
-clean blanco's teeth.
-get with sarah and mark about 'The Luckiest'

sorry bout this entry, it was really just a
e-sticky note for me.

I GET TO SEE ANGEL 2 WEEKENDS IN A ROW ( Read more... )

i had a job interview this morning at 8:30 am annd...

I GOT A JOB AT DOUBLESHOTS (west airport & eldridge)!!!!

8:30 am - 1:00 pm Monday-Friday.
the most PERFECT hours ever. this way i can still
babysit, do band practice, play shows,
aaaaannnd do church on sundays.

omgoodness, thank you Lord for giving me this job.
i'm so freakin' excited. i'm gonna go ( Read more... )