I have a new journal...don't know why...guess i was bored with this one. anyway, my name is giveitallaway_ ...so add me to your friends list!

so not been up to a lot. saw zach and evan...got molested by a little rapping black kid in a park lol. good times. we also got lost in the woods for a few minutes..and now i'm covered in misquito bites. seriously...there is one that is taking up half my wrist...i thought it was a rash at first. it's all swollen. so i guess i'm hanging out with ( Read more... )

Not a ton going on here. Over the last few days I got to see Jacob, Greg, and Andrew...very nice to spend time with them again. Even though sometimes it's easier not to be close to anyone...I do miss those I was good friends with once ( Read more... )

so last night at 2 am I finished reading Harry Potter and the half blood prince. the fifth book (the one before this) had a very sad and stressful ending. This one was actually SOOO much worse. seriously, when you write a series and you plan on taking at least a year to write your next book after the one before it was realesed...you can't leave it ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm not strong enough to do this anymore. The drugs that don't work, with the side effects that make me feel worse. I feel so out of control. This isn'r normal.

Animals really do have more rights than humans. If I was a dog, they would put me out of my misery. But cause I'm human that's considered murder.

Can I simply gie up?

I found the most BEAUTIFUL guitar!!!! Actually two. But one I want to get...the other is too expensive, and not as sweet. The one I'm PRAYING I can somehow get...is a pink DEAN electric. It is just the prettiest thing EVER!!! And the neck is slender enough for my midget hands!!! The sound is great-and i just looooooove it to DEATH!!! It completes ( Read more... )

Going to my dad's today. Too late for him to cancel, which means I actually am. weird. But some of this makes sense. I called him last week about LAST Friday. He calls this week, and leaves a message saying "yeah, friday would work for me". Totally ignoring the fact that I called about a week ago. Whatever, cause today (obviously worked). So I ( Read more... )

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