y is this happening. y r these images coming into my head now. what the hell. y wont they stop. i cant control them n they're killing me. every time they appear all i want to do is cry n kill myself. just to stop the pain. they cause so much pain. why wont they stop. why are they happening. damnit stop ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile really since i posted a real entry..... yes the giants fuckin won! they're going on to the super bowl where they will win. i just saw a thing on yahoo saying tom brady is in a cast so fucking a we got the super bowl. besides the patriots played like crap in the last game. so the giants better win the super bowl. also supposently ( Read more... )

GIANTS ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year ( Read more... )

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071212/ap_on_re_as/japan_piracy

they had taken a fing cruise ship b4. i said it could be done. f yea. 5 years! only 5 more years! lol

yea. ummm lets see how much i can remember since thanksgiving. ummmmmm ( Read more... )

hypocrisy. the way of the government. they way of society. it's all a lie. all that your taught from childhood is a lie. we're taught that you have to grow strong, go to school, go to college, get a good job, get a family, n die. well i say no. i say that your wrong. why should i listen to people who know nothing about us. that know nothing about ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say. not at all. i'm tired. i'm depressed. i'm sad. i'm cold. i'm angry. i'm sick of it all. what else can i say. i dont understand y. i look back. i look into my past. when i was young i was happy. then i became sad. n it didnt change until freshman year of high school. then i became sad again. n it hasnt truely changed ( Read more... )

i look around me. n all i see is happiness. i see people who are in love with someone who's in love with them. i see people gettin engaged or married. i see people who are loved but arent in love with the other person. i see people who are perfect for eachother. i see people who are stayin with people just bc they dont wanna be alone. i see people ( Read more... )

so this past week has been a fun week.... umm i failed. i failed at life again. i failed my bio lab, bio lecture, n criminology class. i fucked up my parents again. n life just sucks.... so now i'm sitting her all alone. my parents went down to florida for the weekend. n i'm stuck up here with 3 dogs, 3 beers, n half a bottle of tequila. n so far i ( Read more... )