i look outside my window and i see the leaves and flowers and colors all coming back. at the bottom of my computer screen it says 58 degrees right now. the week's weather is suppose to be in high 60's and low 70's. summer is almost here. it's almost time. for everything to change. in 2 more months. everything will change. and right now i'm sittin ( Read more... )

ok here's a good update of this weekend so far.... friday. fuck yea. that was a fun and freaky night. went to work. did nothing all day. slept for some of it. came home. nick came over. then we left to get the shit ready for the party. nick went to the moon motel to get the room and i went to get the liquor. after i get some of the shit i call him ( Read more... )

damn i don't wanna do this fuckin paper. yea i'm bored so i'm writing in this shit instead of my paper. go fuckin figure. ok so yea. 2day. umm went to class. watched a movie. did nothing. went to history. went to sleep. had no money so i came home. ate. went to the high school. saw sulivan. chilled with him. ran with the guys and hein. did a river ( Read more... )

ok so here i go again... what a week. well let's see. megan out off of being grounded for a month last weekend. so we decided to have a party for her. i still hadn't talked to nicci so. shit goes on. umm. nick and me decide to have a party friday. so we tell people. everything is good. my phone dies. i lose contact with everyone for 3 days. finally ( Read more... )

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ok first part is for nicci. if u not nicci this really doensn't apply to u ( Read more... )

yea... something's wrong. that's all i really have to say. but i'll say some more bc i don't wanna do my term paper right now... i had like these weird ass vision flash thingys 2day while driving that almost got me into accidents. first i was goin round a bend by the rez. and a car was coming the other way and then all of a sudden it was infront of ( Read more... )

so yea. this is the first day since what sunday that i've talked to anyone outside of family and work. been a fun spring break. haha. yea right. whatever. everything that's happened from a second ago back is pointless to speak about. it hardly effects the future. but yea. i got some time to think. to look on my life and other people's lives. almost ( Read more... )

man kinda has been searching for many things. for the holy grail. for the fountain of youth. for gold. for the meaning of life... but has man truely been searching for the meaning of life? or has he been searching for the reason of life. u must realize these are 2 very different things. i've come to realize this. and i've come to see what the ( Read more... )

ok yea. i gotta update this bout last night lol. so yea. this whole week i've been trying to find a place that we could have a party at. and nike called me up and said he found a place. this girl he knew was having a get together and said some more people could come. so i call nicci and renee. friday comes. i go to work. which sucked ass. i show up ( Read more... )