oh yea i 4got to say this b4.... MY BABY LAKOTA HAS NO DOORS AND NO TOP ON RIGHT NOW! AND I LOVE HER! haha.

erik

hahaha. this has been a fun weekend.... thursday. went to work. got out of working with bruno bc i'm immune to poison ivy. so we cut down dead trees with poison ivy on them all day. then came home. got pulled over on the parkway. he caught me at 89. i was doin like 95 when i saw him. didn't even realize i was goin the fast. haha. he saw the condoms ( Read more... )

funny. when i was putting the subject for this entry in i put in the and under it came the passion of christ. funny. i haven't written that in years. and most things have been deleted in memory. huh. i wonder... y is it that my life is that of death? i just asked myself that a few minutes ago. y do i see things differently then others? y do i try ( Read more... )

cinco de mayo. what a fun night. wish there would be more fun nights like that and the other great parties we've had this year. gotta have another moon motel party soon... time. it's against us all. i've pretty much stoped talking to a few people. i've been poping up randomly for the past week. texted short one. got invited to her bday party. went ( Read more... )

i want out... i'm tired of this all... peace out.

Have you ever stoped and truely looked at the sky?

erik

haha. damn man. what a fucking night... yea. i'm still at nicci's house. newman is asleep in the other room. nicci i think is in the shower. shalitza is some where's i think. renee left for work awhile ago. nick just went home bout 20 min ago. jesse left round 6 something. and kimm left b4 him. haha what a night... fucking a. i go to work. eric got ( Read more... )

yea i finally got on this shit. haah. fucking bullshit. it wouldn't let me on this site.... yea i just started to drink and wow not drinking for a month really fucks u up. and i just spelt like fucks with a is it an or a e. i dunno? ummm yea. haha. i love alcohol. it makes me happy. seein very few things do anymore. smirnoff green apple and sprite ( Read more... )

yea i'm bored so i'm gonna just write whatever is in my head again... one more fucking week! fuck yea. what the fuck now! fuckin hell yea bitches! then fuckin spring term is done and i can drink again. fuck yea. i've been sober for a month now. and this whole month has sucked ass. was sick for the first week. still went to work and school. got ( Read more... )

ok i have to just vent for a few minutes... wow. my mind is like racing right now. i smell the change. i know it's coming. this summer is gonna be so wierd. bc everything is changing. friends are leaving. friendships are ending. new friendships will be made. lives will be lost. and it all is pointless. every bit of it. all pointless. i can feel him ( Read more... )

ok i have to complain. it is fucking 2:30 in the morning. i can't sleep. i haven't been able to sleep more then 30 minutes since 11. my throat is fucking killing me beyond belief. i have to take to sip of orange juice about every 30 seconds to a minute. what the fuck! i want this to fucking stop. i want to be able to fucking go to sleep and be able ( Read more... )