Winter break was well indescribable so I'm not going to try. However, back in school and already there will be a language barrier in one class, and four hours of fake trumpet sounds. Fear the Mapes, oh yes. I know I do. Took the core exam for biology too. I rocked its ass! I also, started looking up graduate studies in different schools again ( Read more... )

X-mas survived and was quite enjoyable. I was up until 6 o'clock this morning and I wouldn't have traded a minute of it all. Cleaned up and found out I wasn't scheduled to work today even though they told me to a week ago. Cheap bastards. I can't wait till I have my degree.

It's x-mas time and I haven't felt this good in awhile. Everything turned out good as it usually does. There are a few interesting developments, but nothing bad. All of them just surprising. I got a 4.0 again this semester and a few new really great friends. Yesterday, every number was a seven or a seventeen. Now that means something great is ( Read more... )

Chaos increases with ever uncertain boundaries. The clues so far well hidden but there and supportive. Of course, chaos theory can either mean greater and perhaps instability or the eventually of destruction and rebuilding to maintain order. I just wish I fucking knew which one this is.

Bored... depressed... what else is new for this time of year? I made a mistake last week. I should have known better, but it felt like the right thing to do. We all learn and will better judge next time. Internal locus of control... I'd like to think I have control all the time, but it's also nice to believe some things have happened cuz they ( Read more... )

I sat in careful contemplation on this first time in a long time that I've been alone for a few hours. I can't help but drift to all of the lives we touch. I've been close to a few, just a few mind you in the sea of billions. I look over what they write and look at where they are now. It's interesting to think that for just a tick of the clock ( Read more... )

"So much time and not enough to do in it, wait, switch that." That is exactly how I feel at the present time. Researching two papers, staying afloat, going to work, worrying about my damn car, and tryin to keep the rents appeased. Sometimes I wish I could sleep for like four days straight and get rid of the ever clinging sense of wanting to lay ( Read more... )

Perhaps I can get my mind into some semblance of an order now. I can look in the mirror and ask the important questions to a recognizable guise of me. Probably gonna go out soon and do some walking. I've run and walked to louis moore and such places. It feels nice out. Just need to do something.

After much deliberation, I have come to the conclusion that I am slightly insane... very much insane... totally. I hate family members who claim to be there for you and then drop out. I also hate the cars that cause these problems. ACK! I have been getting nothing done around here and that's about to change. Lots of car shit to do today, OH

To recap today, I signed up for twenty credits for the spring to graduate with my bio, and my advisor, me, and the women who had to make sure it was okay with the director of registration thought it was fucking hysterical. I was also attacked by my cd player and the chair just now as I'm doing some clerical work and running around. PHEW! Peace ( Read more... )