i asked him not to keep that picture on myspace. he said he would take it down. but look,its up again, go figure. ugh. he has that up and he doesnt even mention me that much. its like a fucking open invitation for other guys to hit on him. he said he wants me to be and feel comfortable. then hes not doing a very good job....

katie found a site where i could get into lj here at school!!! im so happy!!! well thats about all. ill post something either tonight or tomorrow morning depending on times and things that happen. well bye.

right now im burning a cd for this girl named emily. shes really cool. i had a fairly good day at school. got a lot of things done and had a lot of fun in spanish and at lunch. it was also cool cause i got to play piano with audrey to get our song approved for the talent show tomorrow. im really excited for that. after the spanish fiesta i sat ( Read more... )

"you cant take lithium thats an element!!!" lmao des neiges that was hilarious. hehe just waiting for chad to call. hehe well gotta go. bye bye.

im just sitting here....waiting for my mom to get home... im hoping to talk to her... about switching back to north... to be honest avalon is depressing me horribly... i just cant take it... im really out of it and kinda depressed right now... i dont know... im gonna go play my keyboard and hopefully make myself better... bye....

sorry but i had to make another entry. i was talking to ashley on aim and we had the funniest conversation ( Read more... )

lol im not feeling all that well. i think im sick. oh well. only two more days until i can see chad! i cant wait!!! we get to go see chronicles of narnia friday! im super excited. well im gonna go get a quick nap before chad calls again. im really tired/sick lol. well ill post something again later. talk to everyone later. bye bye. oh and btw LOOK ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU CHAD!!!

okay so right now im really happy and chippery. ive actually had a good day. its like today and yesterday all my problems were cleared up. me and chad are fine and i talked to chad's roommate and he doesnt hate me so im doing good. i wrote a couple poems today. i not so happy one and a happy one. the happy one is kinda meaningless now though lol ( Read more... )

right now... i dont know. im trying to be happy and i am fine, its just that deep down inside im really paranoid and worried about something. i keep pushing it away and i know things will be fine thought. i guess im hoping and putting faith into a promise being kept. because if this promise was broken i would be devistated. i know it wont be though ( Read more... )