MAN whn was the last time i wrote in this thing? i cant even remember. well anyway i am gonna use this more often. so if u want stay tuned and more info n me will be available :)

hey everyone what is up? i will be headed back to rhode island from the 5th to the 16th. if anyone wants to hangout please let me know. ca is a blast. well i miss all of yous and love all of yous

the manny

well i am haere in california. yeah.....

well i am back. i haven't wrote in this shit for a while. and there is a reason. everyime i write in here it is always sadness. well i have been happy but now i am sad again. i feel unwanted. at first i was ok with it i mean hey i am going to college. but little by little it ate at me and now i fall down like an old tree. i just finish crying. no ( Read more... )

August 24th! i am out of rhode island and into college! i can't wait. no more pain! YAY w00t!

i want to write in my journal but i don't thing i can anymore. so much has happen this year and it is only march. people go back on what they say , people never letting things go when they say they will, people playing with my mind and people doing things that they know will hurt them and u. this isn't writen to 1 person this is written to several ( Read more... )

OK SO ALOT OF DRAMA HAS HAPPEN SINCE MY BIRTHDAY. BUT THE MAIN THING WAS MY FRIEND TRISHA ( TEE BEAR ). SHE GOT HIGH ON HER BIRTHDAY AND DID SOME THINGS THAT HURT PRETTY BADLY. I AM NOT GONNA GO INTO DETAILS AS TO WHAT SHE DID, BUT ALL I WILL SAY IS THAT PART OF IT HAD TO DO WITH DRUGS. AND THE OTHER PART OF IT HAPPEN AS A RESULT OF TAKING DRUGS. ( Read more... )

HEY IT IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I FIGURED SINCE I HAVEN'T WROTE IN MY JOURNAL IN I WHILE I MIGHT AS WELL DO IT NOW. I TURN A YEAR OLDER NOW AND I LOOK BACK AT THE YEAR THAT HAS JUST DIED AND THERE ARE ALOT OFF GOOD AND BAD THINGS IN IT. THERE ARE THINGS THAT STICKK OUT IN MY MIND LIKE MEETING MEL, BLAISE, BOBBI, JENN, VIC, KIMMIE, APRIL, ANGELIQUE, AX ( Read more... )

ONE YEAR AGO WAS THE STATION NIGHT CLUB FIRE. IT KILLED 100 PEOLE IN A NIGHTCLUB IN WARWICK, RHODE ISLAND,INCLUDING ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS. THE BAD THING WAS I WAS SUPPOST TO GO BUT I GAVE MY FRIEND THE TICKET AND HE DIED ALONG WITH 99 OTHER PEOPLE. THIS IS A DAY THIS IS FOREVER IN RHODE ISLAND HISTORY AND WILL FOREVER BE IN MY MIND ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYONE LOOK! I AM WRITTING SOMETHING POSITIVE:)! I AM CLOSER TO BEING IN CALIFORNIA. I AM SO HAPPY :) THIS IS THE HAPPEST DAY OF MY LIFE! NOTHING OR NO ONE HAS EVER MADE ME THIS HAPPY :) I MEAN THERE WERE THINGS THAT MADE ME HAPPY. DON'T GET ME WRONG, BUT THIS IS SPECIAL :) MY DREAM IS CLOSER TO ME . I CAN'T WAIT. I HAVE A CHANCE TO PROVE ( Read more... )