every time I think of you, I shiver.
& it's a great thing ;)

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LISTEN TO)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. The Fray. The Wreckers. Keith Urban. Michael Buble. Beyonce. Metallica ( Read more... )

It seems like nothing gets my undivided attention more than military talk. "/ It's so annoying how enthralled I become over the subject. If I find out someone I know is in the military.. boy .. I get excited. & I would LOVE to be a military girlfriend.. that sounds weird-i know it does. but when your man is in the military.. you just appreciate his ( Read more... )

1. Focus on myself-not boys
2. Get things done
3. Don't put things off
4. Do my best in everything I do
5. Be completely comfortable in being alone.

imagination is a mother fucker.

For the most part I felt ok today. I was able to focus on other things, I was actually able to keep myself busy but I would find myself randomly staring off into space. For instance, I'll be doing h.w. and getting a lot done then all of a sudden I'll stop and in the on second of a break everything rushes back to me. I try to make sense of it all ( Read more... )

I'm pretty simple yet very complicated. I'm full of fears and I run at the slightest feeling of turbulence, however, I stick through it...
sometimes when it's obvious that I shouldn't and sometimes for people who may not be grateful the next day. I put my heart out on the chopping block of love with a quivering hand; I'll extend my arm but I won' ( Read more... )

My faith is strong
but you can only fall short for so long
time will hold,
later on
I will hate that you never gave more to me than half of your heart

Now that the only guy who took me away from Mike for a short time doesn't want to talk to me anymore what do I do? I have no one else to distract me when all I can think about is Mike. I know it's in Ruben's best interest, that's why I didn't put up a fight.

So what do you do? I know Mike's an idiot, I know he's dysfunctional, I know he's the worst ( Read more... )

It feels good to let go of old things, old grudges I've been carrying around for a while now. I feel good to be finally saying what I've always wanted to say. I feel good that I've decided I either let them know what's been on my mind or I let it go..forever because there is no sense in carrying around a beef with someone that they aren't aware of ( Read more... )