I'd rather be his biggest disappointment...
....than to live my life unhappy ....
.....pretending to be the person he's comfortable with...

what is my fucking problem ( Read more... )

Why the fuck does everything have to be so complicated ( Read more... )

It's soooo ironic that i had a therapy appt. today at 11 today! So Exactly a year ago today is when i went into Meadows. What is so weird about the appt is that on this day one year ago i had an appt also at 11. It was so weird! I mean if i had saw Emilee there i think i would've thought i was in one of those movie's....like Final Destination or ( Read more... )

My dad is such a bicth!! i was supposed to spend the night at bina's last night after work and he said yes when he was there b/c he met Bina and Shauna and what not....well when he left he pulled around Mc Donalds looked through the window and stopped! he motioned for me to come outside and says.."I thought you said her parents were here...i don't ( Read more... )

So waking up at 5am doesn't really work for me! it's not even 8 yet i'm freaking dead! i'm probably gonna get off here, take a shower and then just go to bed! I know i'm not going to want to wake up tomorrow, but i'll end up doiing to it anyway...only b/c i really want to see a certain someone...hehe...(couldn't be the wonderful person who now ( Read more... )

so my parents are crazy! It makes me soooo mad though that they won't let me do anything now! grrr i just want to smack some sence into them! But i don't know how to get them to believe other wise!

So I'm in Arizona now...yay, fun stuff! Of course i'm missing all my people in Terre Haute...especially Krystal...heh ( Read more... )