Sometimes I wonder about you.
I'm still sick to my stomach thinking about what you did/wrote.
I really don't think I can let this one go.
It's fucked up and to be honest, I don't believe a word you say anymore.

For those of you who don't know, I am no longer straight edge.
Straight edge was something I sincerely kept close to me and was proud to be.
Lately tho, I've been thinking and I really felt like it wasn't for me.
Just thinking about what I should do and what it was like to drink and smoke again, was making me go against it 
and I wasn't going to lie to ( Read more... )

I'm at Kris's house right now alone waiting for him to return ( Read more... )

Ah.
It's been a while since I've written and updated.
I can't really remember what's been happening.
Let's see......

Still straight-edge.
Kris is the best. Madly in love. More than ever.
2007 is going alright. Nothing great yet.
School's good. I'm getting fat and need to go on some kind of diet. lol.
My hair'ss getting really long. I need a trim. My ( Read more... )

I had a 1/2 day of school today and everything was going well.
Then my luck just became shit all after that. 
I was driving and my friend Jesse started laughing and I thought, 
"hmm maybe someone drew a penis on the side of my car." 
NOPE!
My friend Jesse pointed out my flat tire. I was so mad. 
He helped me with the whole thing tho, so THANK YOU JESSE! ( Read more... )

I really want christmas already ( Read more... )

Right now I'm at Kris's chillin.
The sweet 16 last night was a lot of fun. :)

On another ill note, I just bought these ill shoes.
I love them.


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Yesterday, Nov 9, I had an awesome girl's day/night out with Erica ( Read more... )

So instead of getting the black verizon chocolate phone,
I'm going to get it in white. It just came out and is so hot.
Plus Kris has the black one, but i wanted that phone before him.
Doesn't matter now. The white one is cuter anyways and has speaker.
So that's gooooood. I think I'll wait til Christmas tho to get it 
so that way I dont have to pay ( Read more... )

I need to find a nice cute dress for a sweet 16 coming up with Kristopher
next friday in NJ. jksdfh. 
Mall saturday with Erica.