Ye gods,
Its been too long since Ive been here and said anything. It isn't that I don't care for anybody as much as things have just been going on full tilt. I rarely have time to think , or keep up with my written journals little lone do this one but I live and breath and am just too fucking busy. Love satan.

I'am not a violent person, but this month seems to have placed a target on my head for testorone prone men. I have almost been in 4 fist fights for no appartent reason other than I dissagreed with them. My boss at one of my jobs, a fellow employee at another on. A gas station attendant that I have know for ten years. The others are just random ( Read more... )

I certainly hope this time once again it takes this. I hope everyone has a happy new year. I just found out about kim's man moving in and bridgets fiance so Iam feeling a little out of the loop. Iam hoping that I'll be able to pick up kims rockers tommorow if she is home. (yeah get rid of those fucking chairs in the alter room and replace them ( Read more... )

Well at least it let me in this time. There is really nothing much too report. My family thanksgiving involved my sister in the hospital my sister in law almost putting my mother in the hospital and thank god a split where part of my family went one place and us going to the other. Mom handled all this well and realized that our family is ( Read more... )

I was afraid that my ablilty to write on this journal might be because of the little spy bot thing that blocks stuff from clogging the comp. up. My mother just got the computer fixed including the disk drive so that I can read disks again. My sister is down from florida and its been so wonderful having family that I love and can plot and giggle ( Read more... )

It has been virtualy impossible to update this damn journal. I've written two of thses fucker's and they appear and then just vanish. Iam at work so I'll try this shit later but understand if this damn thing would do what it was suppose to then I wouldn't be ranting. Love satan.

I've been trying to update this damn journal for a week and it wouldn't let me! Its my birthday on mon. so Ive decided to go shoping in st louis on sat and take sunday and monday off. I plan on redoing my oaths Sunday and make new overatures to Heckate. I've also decided to no longer take students in the green. I'll only do pagan studies now. ( Read more... )

Well I just checked everyone's journal entries and I thought I would update too. Sara's sword has its first enchantments done. I hope to get more completed before class next week. Ive been working on my definitions of love and explaing past emails to crazy john. This excersize has sucked but I think it was well worth it. For the record I never ( Read more... )

It appear's that Iam not the only one with time constriants of late so here is the update. Me and patrick are no more. He hasn't contacted me in a month when he finally did it was to leave a number. I told him if we were going to make this work he would have to put forth the effort. He chose, Iam done, He also has a new girlfriend. I am ( Read more... )

Patrick came back into mine and shellys life. I thought that it would destroy everything but instead its finally giving us something that we all needed. The only problem is patcience is at an all new low. Patrick needs words, understanding, comforting, acceptance and a place to find the answers. Shelly needed to be loved and for patrick to love ( Read more... )