It's been a while. First of all, I'm doing pretty good health-wise, haven't touched heroin in a few weeks. Ever since I got poisoned with something that was mixed into my last purchase of H, I'm ambivalent about taking it again. OK, there's probably not a big chance of this happening again, but still - I wouldn't wanna go through that fucking ( Read more... )

So this past Monday was Valentine's day. Never been into this holiday, really. I hate them huge stuffed hearts with a big grin and long limbs that seem to want to strangle you and also the psychotic "I love you!" when you squeeze them. I never expect anything from K. for Valentine's day, nor do I give out presents to anyone.

However, this year I ( Read more... )

Yeah, life's been treating me okay lately, I guess. I'm not doing any shit, parents are ranting less than usual and I'm not locked in anymore. Cravings are also not so prominent at the moment, I can handle them. Probably not for long, though ( Read more... )

Yay, teh internetz :) I'm in the library downtown, sending some job applications around and decided to update my journal as well ( Read more... )

So last Friday I spent 80€ on 2.5g of dope. I actually had a friend over, she wanted to check on me and see if I'm alright, when suddenly the phone rings and it's my dealer. I made up some lame excuse to my friend that I would be right back and ran to my dealer, who's like only two blocks away. I did feel a little bad for leaving my guest all ( Read more... )

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Just arrived in Ljubljana half an hour ago. This time, my roomie and I arranged to meet on the train and travel together, since it's much less boring that way. Hell, 2h 40min on a train seem like an eternity when you have nothing to do. So I tried to keep myself busy by studying the book Progressive Witchcraft and chatting with my roomie ( Read more... )

Just a quick update, because my roomie is already in bed, tired and sick. This week has been (so far) a lot easier than the previous one. I'm healthy again, cheerful and motivated for studying. Not sure how long this is gonna last, but.. meh... I'm enjoying it now ( Read more... )

It seems that my sickness vanishes when I go out to take a deep breath of fresh air and chat with classmates to pass the time. It's probably psychological, I need to get distracted, to stop thinking about my dizziness and sickness ( Read more... )

Wow, updating regularly is going to be harder than I thought. Even though I only have a few lessons this week (most of them start next week), I have hardly time to watch TV, browse the internet or do anything else for fun. Household, studies and traffic jams keep you busy as hell, believe me ( Read more... )