oohh baby if you only knew..
i'm down to 102

i want to be a snowflake, a raindrop..mist

none of my pants fit!!!  in the good way.
motivated

fail anorexia
fail recovery
i wish they would just let me go
evaporate

no wonder they can't look me in the eyes,i disgust myself

   sudden cessation of thought
you made time stop
raindrops suspended
freeze-frame
see the hurt in their eyes
the hurt in their hearts
you were the catalyst
fueling the inferno of desire
desire to be, to feel nothing
this is a vanishing act designed for one

i need some friends..add for add?
it's lonely here :(