i think this can be explained with my fear of moving on. my fear of going on and taking up the challenges of life, that's why i permit this stasis to take over my life. i think i've been too comfortable with my cushioned lifestyle that it makes me not want to let it go. it's an addiction if you put it in that sense ( Read more... )

now that i think about it, it really is over!

so many things were happening and before i could drink so much of them, everything was over. not that it really is over, but things started to change, changes that i was most afraid of ever happening.

a former roommate of mine ran and won a seat in their local council last elections. what weirds me out is the way i found out that he was running as a council man. it was 2 days after elections and if not for the way his name was vulgarly posted in a wall, i wouldn't have found out about his stint in the elections.

"...pains go phantom and people, people fade away." --meredith grey ( Read more... )

natuwa naman ako kay pseudokape, talagang binasa niya ang mga past entries ko pagkatapos ng matagal niyang hibernation!
salamat, at welcome back!

gsrfgsfg

from this
winter
where
the promise
of spring
is long buried
in the deep
trenches
of the earth

i've been out of touch for the better part of the month. need i say where i've been? oh well. i was just one of the major players in the fiasco known as cyrho. i still am not in the mood to write anything about it at this point. all i can say is that, it's one hell of a "fucking situation" you wouldn't want to be dragged at everyday. let's just ( Read more... )

forever young
alphaville

Lets dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We dont have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The musics for the sad men

Can ( Read more... )