because i don't know what better to do with my time, i just started this frenzy of downloading mp3s from the net with the absurd goal of completing albums of some artists. though i still haven't gotten that far (i still only have finished about five albums or so) that's why i think this will be interesting. actually, i'm kinda struggling what ( Read more... )

144
don't ask me what this number is all about 'coz i won't tell. harharhar! i was just recollecting some things last night and that summed up something.

from now on, i will refrain from viewing my friends' pictures in friendster.

here is the result of the Self-Assessment Test for depression i took at prozac.com.


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i'm sick and tired of wallowing in [my] misery...

pagkatapos ng isang matimtimang pag-iisip, inayawan ko yung alok sa king magsulat ng script para sa isang mikling pelikula na gagawin ng mga nursing students para sa isang klase nila. raket din yon, sayang din. kaya lang isang linggo lang ang binigay nila kaya di ko na tinanggap. kahit na ba mahaba-haba na rin ang isang linggo at kakayanin naman ( Read more... )

the future is not where my dream is.
it's in the past...
that's where it'll always be.
- sasuke

i'm scared
that's why i resist
i'm afraid
that's why i persist

i was browsing through my journals--this and my ever reliable paper journal--and noticed the sparceness of my entries for the past year. i was appalled by the fact that i haven't written a single decent thing for so long a time. imagine, almost a year without poetry and essays nor some hard thought of memoirs. i don't know, but maybe this has ( Read more... )

tc: yo! raket! me tym k gumawa ng script? tagalog. topic eh rape, trauma, substance abuse.

ako: para saan? kelan kailingan?

tc: cge ask ko specs.

ako: tnx! buti na-isipan mo kong itext...

tc: elibs dn nmn ako sau kht ppaano. la rn kc ako tym gawin. bsta mga nursng students kontak ko.

ako: mis na kita...

tc: harhar ako rn...