it's six in the morning. I have been reading my L to the J. Oh how I have missed you L.J. Things have been changing for me recently. I just read an incredibly sweet post from 2006 and it really hit me hard. Life is constant change I know, but I really never imagined it to be like this. When you are young the world never seems so cruel. I did ( Read more... )

I can not believe you! I can not believe what you say to me. I try to be such a good person. I am mature about everything you throw at me. Tearing my heart from my chest. Talking about your dates. Saying how much you love not being with me. You have the nerve to call me disgusting for trying to talk to you with confidence. About my future! Why do I ( Read more... )

I can not believe I am 25! It so wild. I was hoping I would be famous by now. I think I have learned that things are never the way you believe they are. I think I am nearly out of the dark. Not all the way yet but it's getting there

why cant she just be happy with me?

on the 27th it is noemi and my 2 year aniversary and though we fight and really cant stand each other sometimes i am
-)lsihfksfldkvjoui <----- noemi trying to mess me up ( Read more... )

i'm so tired i should be napping but noemis computer is just sitting here staring at me so i had to get on and see what was happening in the world. of course all i see is bad news, shallow subjects, and money lust (i am speaking of the news of course). i like livejournal, i get to read how all of my friends feel and i dont haveto tell them how i ( Read more... )

So today i have decided to make a post. I am at my mothers right now not at my residence where i live with the wonderful noemi. it has to have been over a year since i last added a real post and not some droopy poetry though i read it and i am somewhat confused about how or why i ever felt the emotions i used to. sure i was depressed alot and ( Read more... )

hello its me! arent you glad to see me, i'm not to excited about posting anything in here all the emotions you get out of these lousy people but whatever. things hae been ok i miss things and i dont miss others its all just a bit.... well i dont know actually. life is great dont get me wrong its just this place and these people populating it they ( Read more... )

its funny how people use karma and shit to explain their lives. other than that why would i waste my time on the likes of you, get a life and quit crying

and good god its monday, seems everyone hates a monday. well i love it and you cant do anthing about the shit.