I had a great anniversary dinner tonight. Had good food, Marilyn and I had a good time, it was a good day. I still need to earn her trust back from the doubting before, but I learned a lesson from that. I'm not going to doubt she loves me again, it hurt her too much, and I need to earn back her trust. I'm going to clean bird cages for her tomorrow ( Read more... )

Today is Marilyn and my aniversary! Happy aniversary, honey! I love her so much. I hope today makes her feel better.

Not anything left to do, so I have alot of time to write. I can to a stupifying apiffany (or however you spell it). I realized it isn't me that's messing up, she's just under alot of stress, not feeling good, and her medication is messing with her. I shouldn't be worrying about what I'm doing wrong, I'm making it worse by doing that. I should be ( Read more... )

I've got such a great evening planned for tomorrow. I hope she likes it. She's been rather stressed/not feeling good lately, and I hope the dinner helps her to feel better. I have other things too, but I wont talk about them here, gonna leave them as a surprise. Everything is set, transportation, the reservations, I got all the work done I needed ( Read more... )

Just got back from my job interview and from Marysville. The job interview went pretty well, they said they need alot of people and they would most likely call me in the next few days. I also managed to check back on alot of the places on 4th and on State street, and I applied at the restaraunt near the hotel. I really hope she saw what I said ( Read more... )

I feel alot better after that last post. I hope she sees it. I've got new drive to get things done, and that long cry helped calm me down alot. I still don't think I put it to words correctly. I don't think there are correct words for how I feel. I'll feel alot better tomorrow knowing she atleast saw it. I'll get alot done today with her PSO ( Read more... )

Between 2 and 3 PM two days from now I started going out with the most wonderful, spectacular girl in the world. There is nobody else like her, no matter how long I ever look, I will never run across someone like Marilyn. I feel like I can do so much when I think of her, I want to get things done. It was a great day, I was nervous at first, ( Read more... )

I had quite a scare today. From now on, I'm doing everything Marilyn tells me. She wants tomorrow off, so I'm not going to call like I did last time. She means more to me than anything, and I want to make it right. After I do job stuff tomorrow I'm going to work on her character for her in PSO. I hope she likes the anniversary dinner Tuesday. I'll ( Read more... )

I almost made a huge mistake. I almost lost what is most important to me in life because of too many phone calls. I need to see what is more important, talking to her on the phone isn't worth having her leave me. How do I make up for it? How do I fix it?

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