we know little, but that we must trust in what is difficult is a certainty that will never abandon us; it is good to be solitary, for solitude is difficult; that something is difficult must be one more reason for us to do it.

it is also good to love: because love is difficult. for one human being to love another human being: that is perhaps the ( Read more... )

so, school has started...so long sweet summer is all i am thinking of.  but it should be good, i love the people that i am surrounded by up here.  scf should be good this year, at least i'm a-hoping.

my mom gets married in 54 days...weird.

jay ray is a good 'dad' when he makes french toast for us and carolyn is a great 'mom' for driving me to ( Read more... )

semester is nearly over.  all that is between me and summer is three exams.  okay, so the purpose of college is to train you and educate you, and i definitely think that is something that has happened to me this semester, maybe not the way that this fine establishment known as michigan state university would hope, but i've been 'trained' and ' ( Read more... )

so, i've been worried lately, not a lot, but a bit.  what is the reason for this worry?  a silly reason, indeed.  in a little while i will be turning 20 and it dawned on me (a couple times in the last months) that 20 is kind of a big deal, to me at least.  its halfway to 40 and that is old, my friends.  i know if i do nothing now, that i'm not just ( Read more... )

i love how music is so much more than just music.  its memories and happiness and a big reason why life is great.

when i drive in my car i like to listen to oldies.  i like oldies because they remind me of my dad.  not my dad the way he is now, but the way he used to be.  i miss the old him.

yesterday i was listening to ben folds like it was ( Read more... )

murphie is dead.
i'm actually upset.

scott bought me two goldfish tonite.
one is brownish silver and is named murphie.
the other is orange and is named rufus.
i like my goldfish very much, but i have no fish food for them.
if you have any and would like to give some fish food to murhpie and rufus they would very much appreciate it, as would i.
have a wonderful week my lovelies!

p.s. ( Read more... )

bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah good news!
my dad is in town and will be coming to dine and visit with me on sunday!
hurray!

Lord Jesus, take captive my heart. 

yep, its patience. i'm definitely going to be taught an amazing(ly hard) lesson in patience ( Read more... )