Have I mentioned that I am no longer running dad's office? We closed in down a couple months ago and I am now back in school chasing after a Master's in Family Therapy so I can continue in the legal field as a Family Law Facilitator for Family Court Services ( Read more... )

Apparently my state is putting harsher drug laws into effect along with new airplanes to hunt down marijuana plants in the forests ( Read more... )

I went to see 21 tonight with Steph and Neal after grabbing coffee with Mousie ( Read more... )

Did I get over Ben's dragging me under the bus in the email to Mousie yesterday ( Read more... )

Thank god I ran tonight.
One hour.
Should help me sleep.
Tomorrow I meet with Therapist#2
The one I had a panic attack with.
I have already decided on Therapist#1, Leora. But I already paid for this session so I am going in for some body work. I mainly want to face that panic attack. Prove to myself that I can handle going back.

So Ben has been trying to reach my best friend Mousie for awhile. Mousie had long ago decided she didn't want to remain friends with Ben. Ever since my break up with him I had numerous opportunities to throw him under the bus. I did everything but. I sat by his side in the hospital, putting our differences behind us so that I could be there with ( Read more... )

I was looking around at old communities I belong to. What happened to lj?
It just seems really dead. I thought it was just me who got caught up in the real world. Apparently not.
Does anyone even read this?

Chris and I decided to take a break from talking ( Read more... )

So I met with two therapists last week. It's expensive, you know? Going outside of the PPO to get a good therapist as opposed to some guy whose main purpose is to diagnose me and then give me either drugs or push me into group therapy ( Read more... )

Why do I always hold people to such high standards? From the bagger at Trader Joe’s to my best friend to my brother… I always expect them to be perfect. And when they prove to be only human, I feel like I am breaking on the inside. It’s silly really, as I couldn’t possibly live up to the standards I impose on other people. And I am cool about it. ( Read more... )