So its been a year since I last posted in here. A lot has changed. I drink to much. I got a new job that starts the 21. A real job! I'm a leasing consultant at Shrewsbury Commons. I just finished my junior year at Assumption. Now only one more! I'm excited for the summer but Ashley will be away and that makes me sad! Boys..are so confusing. I like ( Read more... )

I'm going to the beach today! It's sooo nice out and that makes me super happy. Lovely lovely.

Im single again but this time it feels right. We've hung out the past two days, as friends, and it feels more normal than when we were going out if that is possible. Its the...I love you but I'm not in love with you...thing.

Yeah so thats all.

PS. I love instant star. So good.

Dear LJ Friends:

My tummy hurts.
I'm tired. I just got home from Barre 15 minutes ago, soon I'll go to sleep, and then I have to drive back. Tired.
Friends is on.
I like orange juice.
And having an AC.
AND my new bed more than anything.
Tomorrow is a Ryan day. Woo.
Goodnight fellows.

Everything has been going good. I'm working full time now. 930-530 monday-friday. I need to save a ton of money for college. I hope I can do it. Ryan has been awesome to me lately, things are going really good with us and we are going to the beach for 2 days, leaving a week from wednesday. :) Fireworks are tonight. I don't know if im going to see ( Read more... )

So..I'm giving Ryan another chance.

I'm sick of people calling me fat. Okay? I know I am so why doesn't everyone just keep there comments to themselves. I know im fat. I get it. I lost weight. People still call me fat. No matter what I do I'll always be called that. You don't have to keep reminding me. I get it. If you think that way and don't like me because of it then stay away and ( Read more... )

So, I haven't seen my friends in like a week. Ugh. I hope I get to see them tonight.

I don't know what I want anymore. Well I do know what I want, but I also know what I want is never going to happen. Everyday I wake up and my heart just feels empty. It is the worst feeling in the world.

Can someone tell that nasty slut to stop fucking my boyfriend. True he's not my boyfriend anymore, but considering I was with him 4 days ago, I have a right to call him more than just my ex. You are gross. You are a slut. You cheat on boys. And I was the only one who EVER stuck up for you at parties. Like remember when you went psycho on Michaela ( Read more... )