ok so i bought a new journal at barnes&noble
i really like it. so i'm going to use it now instead of this.
plus, it's always with me all the time
and my eyes don't hurt to scroll up and down the pages of it.

today started out as the best day of summer. actually, today was the best day of summer. tonight kind of sucked, but it turned out all right in the end. it really did. taylor woke me up at 12 when he called. he's applying at andy's. blah. i took a shower then layed out for an hour and listened to really good music on pandora, then took another ( Read more... )

I'm feeling the most at peace I have all week long, sitting here swallowed in my dad's old tshirt, the problems I faced earlier this week having worked themselves out completely. I'm happy to be alive. And OH, the weather was perfect! No sarcasm intended; rainy sunday afternoons are my favorite, when there's nothing to but nap and read and be lazy ( Read more... )

Oh, isn't it funny.
how what you thought could make you happy...
can turn around and make you feel so miserably alone.

it really wasn't worth it.
I was up 2, now I'm down 3.

today: i woke up at 7:50 and was at work by 8:01. i've got it down to an artform, really. after work i went to tan for the first time in a reallllly long time. i went for 15 minutes and i think my whole backside is burned. after that, i got my pictures developed. they look pretty incredible, i must sayyy. then i went to target and bought a shirt ( Read more... )

today was hands down the best day of my summer so far. true, it's only been a week since summer started. but today was a really great day nonetheless! it started out with jennie and me waking up way too late to go to sunday school, so we skipped and had a leisurely breakfast at panera. i had a cinnamon crunch bagel, and there's no way a day can go ( Read more... )

"I’m running madly. I don’t really know from what.
I’ve been living my whole life like some phrase trapped at the tip of my tongue.
Don’t really know how to say it, it's always just out of reach,
locked away in my larynx along with my freedom of speech."

OH how i feel so much more rested since last night, although today was another looong and ( Read more... )

today was a very, very long day. i woke up at 4:30 to go babysit til 12... then at 12, i went to andy's til 6:30. i could hardly drive home. i did get $120 for 7 hours babysitting though, which is AMAZING and should fully cover my texting overages.. eek. nothing else really went on today. jennie and i watched a lifetime movie tonight about this ( Read more... )

today: i woke up, watched tv, went to work til 6:30. then i hung out with stacey, elise, jbro, travis. had a really good sonic smoothie (yeahh they make smoothies now!) came home early to sleep but that kind of hasn't happened yet.

why do i change my mind so much? question of the year. i'm impossible.
but this is good. this is so so good.( BIRDS STEALING BREAD )

welllllllll... today was day 1 of 4 of andy's working hell week. and it went by surprisingly fast. i went out to lunch at chickfila with ryan because he offered to pay, and then i returned my compulsive purchases from target that i bought the other day. good job, anna. when i came home, i slept for hours and hours and hours. maybe 3. then tonight, ( Read more... )