Well in my last post I said "I'm dating Tyler again and we're super happy ( Read more... )

May 20th, 2008...That was my last entry. Wow. Okay so an update. Not a huge amount to update however. I'm still working at Dressbarn...for now...until they fire me. I fear I'm fairly close to being fired. But whatever. I'm sick of them anyway. The people I work with just keep yanking me around. I'm dating Tyler again. We're super happy, just like ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about the past a lot lately, which is something I really don't like to do. And as if that's not bad enough I've been asking myself a lot of "what if" questions. "What if I had kissed him that night?" and "Would it have changed where I am today?" and "I wonder if he ever thinks about that time?" and "I wonder if he thinks of me ( Read more... )

okay back in p.c. Lauren-flea i dont have another day off this week but i'll still let you know my next day and like i said we'll go chill or something. N.C. was pretty fun. I got a whole day with Christopher Grey...i LOVE him to death...if i ever have kids i hope they're just like him. he's so cuuuuute!!! lol i feel like i ate a shit load over the ( Read more... )

heh heh well I'm in North Carolina for four days lol I keep forgetting to tell evey one that I'm going on these trips. So anyways yeah I'm visiting my family for early Thanksgiving. Can't wait to see my cousin's baby Christopher Grey...that's whats got me most excited...I love that baby so much...okay well that's all I've got to talk about now... ( Read more... )

Alrighty I'm home...today, was bullshit...I'll write about it later. Over all the trip was fun as hell...went to Senior Frogs in Nassau and got free shots...that was awesome as hell. Danced with the bar guy. Cant wait to go back! Flea face that seems like something you and I would have fun doing together. The only bad part about the trip was I got ( Read more... )

lol Well...I'm leaving for a 3 day cruise....tomorrow XD I really haven't been on the computer much cause they've been working me like nuts at DB...so anyways...if you cant reach me for the next two days it's cause i'm on a ship in the middle of the Caribbean...*sighs* i cant wait...

I'm okay now...last entry I was just, well for lack of anything better, down. There are good days and bad days with mom...today, for example, is a good day...no yelling, putting down, making me feel like shit in general...so far anyway. But it's been a lot of bad days here lately and I just snapped and needed to let that out anyway I could. Most of ( Read more... )

Thanks for making me feel like shit again ma...

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love you too.

fleaaaa faceeeee!!! I finished my booooook!!! We need to go out asap so I can get the next one!!! T-T *sniffles* I'm going mad! I have nothing to keep infront of my face again!