I love that boy, but sometimes I want to strangle him...

Its just been a seriously hectic couple of months. I still got stuff I need to do right now, but I'll update this goddamn thing ASAP!

2:00 AM on Thursday October 20, 2005....

AMANDA BIT ME!

WILLINGLY!!!!!!!!

FUCK EVERYONE.... I swear to God I'll go fuckin AWOL because of stupidity and lack of being honest. Thanks a fuckin lot.

I'm worth $1,548,038.94! How much are you worth?

You are worth exactly $1,700,742.00
thats another website lisa had up....dun remember the name

The only good thing about this day is that I ended up being so angry/upset/pissed or anything describing a negative attitude is that it gave me the will power to clean. I've needed to do so for a while now. Has helped burn out some of my energy thats been building up inside me for the past few days now. Maybe I'm getting cabin fever ( Read more... )

Really REALLY not doing well...I guess. I just got a call from my dad, who I saw this morning, telling me that my great grandmother is in the hospital. Apparently she fell down while she was working outside with two of the boys that come over and help her. On top of that, I just realized that I didn't post one of the Art History quizzes. Shit ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to describe how I feel right now... I went through way too many emotions at once and its pulling me down now ( Read more... )

I just spent two hours with my sister talking. It is only at these times when I realize how much I can hate myself and my life. At these times is when I actually remember things from the past that I would rather forget that can either make me feel stupid, uncoordinated, insecure and overall loathing myself to no end. I really hate when I end up ( Read more... )

Well, this is my first entry and I'm at school right now. My friend convinced me that I should go to a poetry reading while playing with my emotions. For those who do know, she used a teacher against me ha! Sorries, me soooo sleepy now. I'd explain the whole teacher thing, but I'm waaayy to tired and it's a wicked long story. So I guess this ( Read more... )