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Well I'm assuming something happened more than just your mum and cousin et al moving out, since you're feeling guilty. Without knowing what happened, I can't really comment about anything.
But, as nice as it is to help people, at the end of the day, they're not your responsibility. Your mum is supposed to look after you, not the other way around.
You've got a house and a partner, you should be focusing on that and your own cares/problems/future etc. That should be your primary focus.
Of course, if the guilt is down to you killing your mum and cousin, well, yes, you should be feeling guilt.
You're right and I'm getting the fuck over it. It just takes a while. I'm just more guilty and angry about how I acted, reacted, dropped the ball etc. You always wish you could do things differently.
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But, as nice as it is to help people, at the end of the day, they're not your responsibility. Your mum is supposed to look after you, not the other way around.
You've got a house and a partner, you should be focusing on that and your own cares/problems/future etc. That should be your primary focus.
Of course, if the guilt is down to you killing your mum and cousin, well, yes, you should be feeling guilt.
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I'm just more guilty and angry about how I acted, reacted, dropped the ball etc. You always wish you could do things differently.
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