When I get to the bottom of it I sink
Seems like nothing I said
Ever meant anything
But a headline over my head
Thought I made a stand
Only made a scene

I felt it pertinent to return to my roots, if anyone still reads this shit ( Read more... )

I'll miss you.

I won't miss who you were before you died, but I'll miss all that you could have been.
I'll miss ever forgiving you, taking back the things I said and telling you that I loved you. Unconditionally.

You were only 45. I hope it was worth it.

I wasn't sure where to write anything, it's been so long since I've considered Livejournal to be any kind of outlet. I guess I've been so used to bottling everything up ever since when ( Read more... )

You didn't flinch when I stood toe to toe with a heavily tattooed man that had torn my home apart. You didn't hold me back when I stormed inside a dark house with beer bottles all over the lawn to get back what was mine ( Read more... )

I wish you understood me.

I still recall the taste of your tears.
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore.

( you make this all go away )

Been having a tough couple of days. Holidays and my brain being free to ponder tougher things than the placement of some truly foul new creations from our friends the (NAME REMOVED, MAY BE PIZZA RELATED) and the endless amends from (LUXURY CAR COMPANY CUNTS ( Read more... )

I said, "Cover me if there is a fire,
'Cause I want you to burn first."
She screamed at me, "I want to be desired."
I said, "Easy girl, I know it hurts"

( Let's all give thanks that I am a liar. )

I feel like I ruin everything I touch most of the time.

Right when everything is going ok, I wreck everything with one swift movement or a few words. I don't know how to fix it.