Oh the time that has flown. The ways my life have changed! I am back to write about my life now.  I wish I had started journaling again back when I met Paul Botkin. LOVE him! And we had some mother fucking TIIIIIMES to write about!!! OMG. and after Paul came Coronado. The most out of body-culturally shocking two months Ive ever lived! I can ( Read more... )

Over the last couple of months i've been having strange dreams about me hooking up with other guys. Guys that aren't matt. (my fiance).Ok, so the one that i've had a couple of times is Daniel Weaver suddenly showing interest in me. and becomes like my boyfriend. holding me, hugging me... kissing my forhead. i've had that one at least 3 times. and ( Read more... )

every one is growing up and growing apart...its life!

so, i couldn't stay away. i got bored. and i'm going to write about my day... and not about the important things that have happened to me latley (senior trip, graduation, and graduation party). so, today i woke up and went to church. it was FOREVER long...cuz it was filled with music and testimonies, but hey, whatever. after that was a pot luck. i ( Read more... )

as the realization of the end of my high school career hits me slowly... i am thinking about shutting this account down. its been really wonderful having a journal that i can come back to at any time in my life and remember the things that happened in high school, but high school IS over now.but it also seems to be a hassle. i haven't written about ( Read more... )

so 1st hour we watched Pirates of the Carribean. how fun. Bre and Timie and Brook and i were writing notes back and forth. Bre and i about how awful Matt made me feel.... being mad. and same with Timie...and then with Brook about how he likes Bre and wants to get to know her. *aww* then 2nd hour Brook and Bre and i left and went to the store to buy ( Read more... )

So i stayed the night at Timie's house. the EXTREMELY gay Star Wars premiere was going on...so we decided to check it out. well, it was like, 11 something and everyone was already starting to go into the building ...like Karl and Matt. so Timie and i thought it'd be hilarious to do something to Matt's car. so we went to her house and wrote him a ( Read more... )

OMG LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL! finally eh? so i should seriously be on here daily keeping an account of my final days...but whatever haha.today is Wednesday. yay. i took the Gov't final yesterday and im seriously thinking i passed. wahoo. i am TOTALLY psyched for the Senior Trip.our S.T. mantra "What happens in Disneyland...STAYS in Disneyland." thats ( Read more... )

so, my day was busy! Shawn left me flowers cuz i was sick. i feel bad cuz i HATE HIM! haha. but it was sweet. Tara and Tucker are going out (whoa!) so, my night last night. Shanon and i stayed at Lindsay's house. it was fun. we went to the carnival. we saw Daniel and Timie walking out of Safeway with a bag of cheesecake. i was like *sigh* daniel. ( Read more... )

just read ang's reply to my latest entry. i want to clarify that i wasn't mad. that reply was a bit *ouchful* but whatever. so the last couple of days... Thursday and Friday to be percise... i have had Strep. we went to the emergency room today at like 9-12. i got a shot ... Yuck. but i should be better by tomorrow morning! yay. there is a carnival ( Read more... )