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So today i got back into my live journal account. i suck at keeping up on anything. oh well. just to update anyone who seemingly might care, i am back at school, but this time it's college. I basically hate it. Syuart doesn't want me to talk about how much i hate it unless i do something about it. Fuck that. Sometimes i just want to complain. don't

SO, I'm a royal fuck up. I'm Tired of being a freak of nature that no one even realizes i am. i hate the coverup that i put on and i hate the face that i wear. i'm tired of being me. so much so that i willing to change everything and nothing all at the same time. college sucks. boyfriend is torture. i hate life in general, and i don't want to go on ( Read more... )

Sometimes, i don't know what to think, how to feel, or what to do. Now i'm torn between all three. i'm so tired of feeling second to video games or computer games. It's rediculous. I just want ot spend time with my boyfriend, and he would like nothing better to do that play his video games and "mouse around" on his computer. I asked him if i could ( Read more... )

i hate my life. i can't stand myself. i'm sorry. i don't mean to hurt you and you don't hurt me. not in a bad way. i love you. i'm sorry that i am not perfect. i don't want you to push me away. we don't always fight. i love you. do you really think i'm a bitch ( Read more... )

well i have noticed that the longer i'm off of this thing, the more people write on it. poop shoot. anywho, my life sucks, but of course everyone thinks that their lives suck. i mean mine really isn't that bad, but i guess i am just trying to fit in. have you all noticed how incredib;ly hard i try to fit in. i don't even know what really is me ( Read more... )

I thought that when you are in love life was supposed to be great. well, i just hate my life instead. i really don't care about my future in general and i really don't want to deal with all the stress. His parents hate the fact that we are together. i don't know if they just don't think that i am good enough or what. he's not aloud to call me or ( Read more... )

Thanks for making me write ADAM
I needed it!