i haven't updated in a long time and my lj all messed up but i'm bored. sue me. ft.myres was fun. liz

ok the last couple of days have been up and down. Things went good at comp. on saterday, but i haven't been doing anything because i think my friends hate me, or they just can't stand the site of me. but right now i think i hate myself just as much as they hate me.
i'm feeling down

elizabeth

Ok, so i'm kind of confused about somethings,like about a friend. Like i hope that this person is ok, and if your reading, this hang in there and i'm always here for you. but on a lighter note i hsd to go to like a meeting with the DJ for my sweet 16, and the guy was like "Ya, you can have a spesal(sp) dance with your grandfather, father,or ( Read more... )

Ok, so today was pretty interesting. Megan and i started a fire, in communications tech. Wow, how embarresing. For a minte they i really did think that we were going to burn down the school, but luckly my.terry put it out lol,but that would have been a bad thing if we did cause megans parents are fire fighters lol. Ok well thats really it.
eliza

well i feel really pathetic. Ok V-day was not great, and i was in a horny mood today,but i realised that i would much rather have someone that is contant (like a boyfriend) then just to like hookup with someone.All i really want is someone that cares just as much about me as i do about them, and that would call me everyday just to tell me how there ( Read more... )

My b-day is on sunday!!! Wow, 16 i feel like an old fart. I really hope this is going to be one of those good birthdays where everyone makes you feel like your important. I like those.
oxox eliza

Ok i feel like ,y body is like falling apart this year, couse at the beginning of the year the whole infection in the mouth thing and then the embaresing rash to match. Then there are a few other things that a weird so i won't say. but last night my ear was really hurting and so i had to go home early from dance, and i assome it's like an ear ( Read more... )

Life is gay, and i feel like crying.

so tonight i went to the dinner dance (fundraser for dance) it was alot of fun! Ya val dania and i found a secert hiding place to get away for sertin people.Way fun! Then they had like a dad dauder(sp) dance . and me and my daddy danced together and the played really sad songs and i thought i was going to cry lol. yet well i'm tired so i'm going to ( Read more... )

ok, i'm bored so humor me ( Read more... )