so, i just put my son down to sleep. he had been fussing and making alot of noise. as i was trying to calm him so he would sleep, i saw my photo album laying open to some pictures of you. I sat down with Lucas and the album and started pointing out the pictures of you. he quieted right down and was even pointing at them with me, then looking at me. I called you the "pretty lady" and he seemed to really like your pictures *chuckles* it was cute. soon, he was completely calm, and went right to sleep.
contemplationsilverwolf3September 8 2007, 19:58:34 UTC
so, today mom, lucas and i had to wait for my truck to be fixed, and since we were in the area, we went to bayshore to walk around. mom wanted some candels and decided to stop in yankee to look. before we left, i asked if you still worked there. they said no, you quite. that you had a candy store now. mom said that i should just talk to you about my feelings for you. i dont know though. she said that people end engagements all the time, and that it doesnt make any sence for you to have forbid me to call you, if you didnt have any strong feelings for me still. that if you hated me, you wouldnt care if i called or not. I would like so much to talk to you. to ask you if you still have feelings for me, like i do for you. but im afraid. i dont want to hurt you anymore. and besides. you seem to be doing so well, and seem to be so successfull with out me, and because of andrew. so what could i offer you to replace what he is giving you anyway?
Im sorrysilverwolf3September 11 2007, 02:08:46 UTC
I just made a huge mistake. I didnt know. I alsways kind of clung to the hope i guess that their may still be a chance for us. . . . . I feel dead. and i guess i am to you. good bye.
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