I thought it was time for an update, and seeing as it’s a brand new year, it’s very fitting. I don’t have resolutions yet, but at the end of this entry, I might have figured them out.

This was the longest, shortest, strangest year of my life. I have learned so many things, the very first being that sometimes things have to get really really shitty ( Read more... )

I thought  I'd post while I was having a good day, so that you know that I'm not a stress-case allll the time ( Read more... )

It's quite telling that I didn't even want to include the other two boys in the same journal entry, but it's also telling that my entire being is willing me not to write about it. I guess I'm not ready. Ben will have to do. The others, I... just don't know what to say.

I  have been avoiding this for so, so long. The last time I wrote, I had just come home from New York.

I don't even know where to start, but I have all morning to do so. Just go.

I haven't written all summer--and I don't just mean LJ. Save, oh, two or three hastily written poems to get it quickly out of my system (but did it?), I haven't written a ( Read more... )

I napped for the better part of this afternoon, so I have time and the energy for an update. How about that?!

New York was amazing--for the remainder of my time there, I just hung out with Jackie, her roommate, Heather (one of the coolest people I've ever met), and Chris Holmes. We didn't do anything special--just Central Park, shopping, and ( Read more... )

So I know it's only my second day back in NY, but already I know that I want (need) to be back here.

I am so tired. And I am absolutely thrilled about it. I had forgotten how much energy it takes to simply get somewhere and back. On my way to the workshop this morning, I basically worked out for like 30 minutes straight. I was running a little late ( Read more... )

So, I am speechless. Wordless. I am one without words.

My grandpa died today. I never thought in a million years I would lose three people in three months, but here it is, 2007 smacking me on the head.

They think he had a heart attack--but this is so new that the police are probably still at his house. He's been having heart problems for a few ( Read more... )

Alright, so this is the new entry. Read the previous one first, thanks ( Read more... )

This post is actually from last Thursday. I accidentally closed the browser and thought that I lost the entry. When I went to write another one tonight, it popped up ( Read more... )

WOW. I just read my recent entries. I cannot believe that less than a week before my grandma got sick, I had that conversation with Krista about my family. I had completely forgotten about it ( Read more... )