So here's my little update:
 I finally made a doctor's appointment for my baby. Yes, I know it's like five months too late, but hey at least it's finally getting done. So next Monday, I'll finally see a doctor, which means I'll finally find out what I'm having( Come on, Scarlett Renee.) Unfortunately since I've waited so long, I have to go and get ( Read more... )

So I finally know my due date. It's April 12, 2008. Which means my baby was conceived on CarrieAnne's birthday. If that's not irony, then I don't know what is. But anyway, I just wanted to share my good news with the world. So now you know know.

1.  So it's offical. I'm stressed to the max. Nothing is going right. For those you of you on LJ, who didn't know, I'm pregnant. I know some of you are staring at the screen in disbelief while others are thinking it was only a matter of time. But whatever your reaction, it is what it is. I do want to go on record saying that I was on birth control; so ( Read more... )

 So I've fallen into this hole of despair and I have no way of knowing how to get myself back out again. Nothing is going the way it is supposed to be. I moved back home to Maine, and in the process ending up losing one of my best friends. It's been a horrible experience. I found a new boyfriend, only to realize that while I love him, I'm not in ( Read more... )

  So the trio has decided that they want to move to Macon, GA. Why I couldn't tell you. But I'm excited. I'm also worried because it's going to be extremely hard to live in Macon, and not want to go back to Wesleyan. Especially seeing as it's all of my friends last year in school. I'm trying to stick to my resolve not to go back, but it's proving ( Read more... )

 So my life has finally picked up the way I hoped it would when I moved to Maine. I have a job that I think I will really love, besides the fact that I can make up to $25/hr. Y'all know how much I love money so that's right up my alley. My best friends and I are finally getting along the way I wanted us to. And, dun-ddddd-dun, I have a boyfriend. ( Read more... )

So you know how when you're upset everything else in your life seems to go wrong. It literally becomes this gigantic snowball of doom just rolling through your life. And all those annoyingly, happy people keep bitching about something called silver lining. And you smile and nod your head, when in reality you want to strangle them for being so happy ( Read more... )

 So I sit here with a heavy heart. I'm moving back in with my father. I don't think living with the boys is such a good idea. Hell, I don't even know if it will work in Savannah. What am I doing? This is what I've waited three long years for. And now it's been handed to me, and I'm giving it up. Call me crazy, and I probably am, but I think that if ( Read more... )

 So I'm going to try this again because MySpace fucked up the first one. So I'm going to write it on LJ first and then cross-post it. 
  So I'm sitting here being extremely lonely and lovesick. I can't help it. I basically live with the boy. I have to stare at his face everyday. How could I help not to still be in love with him. I keep trying to ( Read more... )

So anyone who knows me even a little knows how I feel about Maine and the people who live here. I love "my boys" and I'm ecstatic that I'm here with them, but then there are times when they make me want to strangle them. I swear sometimes they get on my ever loving nerves. I guess I still love them, but I swear sometimes I wonder if they even have ( Read more... )