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Im sorry Ive been weird lately.
So much transition. So much weird.
Matt got engaged. I think it has alot to do with all this mess. Why does it still effect me?
:sigh:
SOrry again. Im not a headcase, I promise. Just on some days.

Im being so dramatic these days. I hate it. I hate the thousand conflicting emotions that seem to bombard me on a daily basis.
Why cant I escape from this insane, intense madness that IS my life?!

DAMNIT..i hate being so self-centered!!!!

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So I tried to highlight my hair in a chunky style last nite...HMM didnt quite work out the way I had planned.
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From my lack of employment and motivation to do anything today, I learned two important things about my future.

The First:I am definitley adopting a baby from Korea. Yes, I ventured into watching a baby story today. And, those of you that know me realize how desperate I was to be watching this. I HATE the idea of having babies. I want to play with ( Read more... )

So yea, Ive spent more time w. my grandma today than is best for my sanity, but, a few very interesting things I discovered today by hanging out with her and sorting stuff out for her garage sale. It as is follows:

My reading habitsWow. I had three and a half large boxes of books. I didnt realize what a nerd I was during my late elementary, middle ( Read more... )

I have nothing really deep or insightful to leave you with tonight. There really are plenty things rolling around in this head of mine, I just dont feel like expanding on them or really confronting half of them. Life=change and drama right now. Grr. Im really seriously tired of it. I just need something right now to be predictable and steady and ( Read more... )

I just had a rather disturbing experience ( Read more... )

I miss St. Augustine so much :( A.A. i miss our late nite donuts and coffee and crocheting! what other 20ish year olds crochet?! we nerds must stick together! well actually i think crocheting is becoming very 'in' right now...sad i feel trendy, not such a good feeling. i try so hard to be unique haha...but i found the most AMAZING site...its heaven ( Read more... )