Even though its only been a few days into the new year so much has gone on. My heart feels so heavy and my head feels so full. I have so many dreams. So many that seem so unattainable. I guess I didnt realize how, well real, the real world is. It seems so crushing. Yet in spite of it I seem to be keeping my own weird optimisim in the face of it all ( Read more... )

I know its been awhile. Alots been going on these days. My gmom was in ICU for awhile, but thankfully shes gotten alot better and has progressed out into progressive care, and the outskirts of it to! so she'll be home maybe soon? depends on how she handles physical therapy ( Read more... )

What does this consist of? Sleeping until 2 pm and sitting on my ass all day lol. Yes, this is what my BA degree has brought me to. EH, oh well ( Read more... )

Or well, more like chaos. This past weekend FLEWWW and I seriously mean FLEW by...Its insane...its insanity! Im going to miss it all though :( I met some amazingly cool people as well. (one in particular is EXTREMLEY close and dear to my heart haah Sane ;) ) Anyways ( Read more... )

I found a few good quotes...since I AM a quote-o-holic..so I thought I'd share. (Sanne you'll like the 2nd one alot, i thought of you when i saw it..or well read it :-P ( Read more... )

...I cant go on not loving youuu ( Read more... )

Ok, my lack of depth lately just went out the window. I sat down tonight at the piano to just kind of harness some frustration...bc I dont have a piano very often anymore! Gotta use it while its there. And, I just started playing and singing and wow, didnt know I had all this in me lol. I love music. Its such a powerful thing...and its how I heal ( Read more... )

Today today..the shopping day of the year minus the day after Christmas. Yes folks, I ventured out, but it was NOT at such an ungodly hour as to evoke curse words and bitting on my part. Lets say 10:30ish I hopped in a car with some cousins and aunts and went on a quest to find dishes, my christmas present from my gmom ( Read more... )

BLAH. Why do we feel the need to stuff ourselves with fatty, yummy food every Thanksgiving. Im sure its something we should really analyize about hte American culture ( Read more... )

I know I havent updated this thing in FOREVER...I just havent been motivated. HOWEVER, I found this awesome song while surfing through Tracy's music collection ;) I thought I'd share..its the story of my FREAKING life lol ( Read more... )