OMFG! So last night was the WORST day of my entire life! My daughter Peyton had a seizure.It lasted like 5 minutes and I felt like I was going to die.Being that I am sober and have been for quite some time,well,it made me want to not be sober.But thank the gods for NA and my sponser because I really wanted to get high.Seriously,everyone with ( Read more... )

HOORAY! I MADE IT TO THIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's my fucking birthday and hopefully by the end of the night I won't even know what fucking day it is!
Love to all!~
Everyone have a drink and think of me tonight.

Today is my daughter's 2nd birthday!
Holy hell terrible two's here we come.Can someone get me a valium and some vodka please?!

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It really sux to lose someone you love ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was our 3 year anniversary.We went to a party at a friends house and had a good time.But then the tequila got the better of him.What a great way to ruin something that is supposed to be special.I'm just glad our daughter wasn't here.Yea,I'm pretty fucking hurt.I don't even want to look at him yet.I want to push rewind on the night ( Read more... )

oh yea,I forgot to add,you're only allowed to use two words for that survey thingy.......anyone game?

stolen from MZ.Kitty ( Read more... )

I've decided that I really hate myself and some aspects of my life alot today.UGH!