So I haven't written in quite some time because in all honesty I haven't really seen any reason to. The people in my life who want to know what's going on with me know because they take the time to talk to me. However, I'm at work at the Ranch and I'm bored and still have another 43 minutes until I can go home so this is what I've decided to do ( Read more... )

So it's official, there is no point in me ever having faith in anyone. Anytime I start to believe that someone might actually be nice and sweet and someone I want in my life (either as a friend or more) they do something to completely disappoint me. Maybe I set my standards too high for people. Maybe its time to just stop expecting anything from ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days? Ya know, the ones where something just feels off, like something is missing. It's so strange. I've just been feeling really off lately and I'm not sure why. I have so many things overwhelming my mind right now that I can't think straight at all. I think the thing that is bothering me the most right now is ( Read more... )

Have you ever been rejected by someone who doesn't even know you? Well, who knows who you are, but nothing about you. Let me just tell you, it sucks. I think it hurts more than someone rejecting you after they have gotten to know you because at least then you can figure out why they don't like you. When someone who knows nothing about you ( Read more... )

Haven't written in awhile again, but there has just been so much going on lately. My mind is usually in a million places at once. I feel like even when I'm not physically going a mile a minute, my brain is working in triple overtime. I really just wish things would settle down. It's all just a little much for me right now and it sucks because I ( Read more... )

It's just been a really strange week. Yesterday was my birthday and like usual I did nothing exciting. My own grandparents haven't even remembered it was my birthday and two of my so-called friends didn't either. The people who did remember (with a few exceptions) probably only did because it was in my away message or it sent them a reminder on ( Read more... )

So today I couldn't go to work at the Boy Scouts because I was already scheduled to work at Barnes and Noble. It was just such a blah day there. No one fun was working and I was just really out of it the whole day. My mind kept wandering to different things and I couldn't really concentrate on anything. I hate being so unfocused. The only semi ( Read more... )

So due to a request by a very persuasive person I have decided to start writing in this crazy little journal again, not that most people care anyway. It feels really weird to be writing in here again, but at the same time it feels really nice. I have lots of stuff going on right now. I'm working 2 part-time jobs, one at Barnes & Noble and one ( Read more... )

So this is the last entry I will most likely ever write in this journal. I've come to realize that there is no point in writing anything about my life or how I'm feeling. No one cares anyway so it is all just a waste of time ( Read more... )

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What is your name?Kimberly Ann MaynardAre you named after anyone?nopeWhat's your screename?CharmdPrincess21Would you name a child of yours after you?noIf you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?CollinIf you could switch names with a ( Read more... )