So alots happened...obviously Livejournal has gone ahead into the future without me lol. I remember when I updated this thing every day. I dunno if I still will but its cool to catch up. So heres the scoop ( Read more... )

AWWW i just got my brand new phone. Its my lil baby. It has a cam & everything yaaaay finally. loves it. only i lost all my old media :( DAYMIT ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my Chatham wkend with the Lewis's & Jess. We had alotta fun. Me & Jess both got burned @ the beach....by both wind & sun. dont ask. the wind was AWFUL,like sand tornadoes beating on our skin. I mean it was gorgeous but painful lol. We spent some time @ the beach yesterday then went down 2 the center of town last night. i got ( Read more... )

* Being in Disney, talking about Disney, thinking about Disney....:D
* Going over Janis's
* Peter holding me
* joking around like a fool with my bff
* airports
* the weather channel (dont ask lol)
* Lord of the Rings
* British accents & British things
* cuddling w/Ferris
* shopping
* running errands (again dont ask)
* Elij <3

MOREEEE DISNEY <3

Today begins the "lonely wk". Sounds a lil over dramatic but thats how I feel. My best friend & the only one who will get how i feel right now without thinking im crazy...is gone. Shes outta state till the 23rd ( Read more... )

Well, so it begins...the come down from the high of Disney. Let me tell you today hasn't been easy. We got home @ 1030 this morning & I've been on shaky emotional ground since. I hate this part of coming home from Disney. It's this horrible reminiscent feeling that has become so very familiar. Any little mentions of Disney or being there send me ( Read more... )

i cant remember the last time i felt this way. i can finally be myself. and he loves that.

You are my sunshine,
You are my shadow,

You make me laugh so much,
You make me want your touch,

I love those big blue eyes,
So much I wanna cry,

You make me trust again,
I'm glad were more than friends,

You make me feel so safe,
Your voice I cant

I have no energy in this heat or drained state to write a proper entry, so I'll throw some choppy updates at u guys ( Read more... )

I feel used and gross because of him. Thinking about him makes me almost physically wanna throw up. He makes me feel as if I am something lesser and not worth it....and we havent been together for 2 months. At least I didnt end up having sex with him ( Read more... )

"You say u wanna stay by my side, darling, your heads not right. Alone we stand, together we fall apart, I think I'll be just fine"-the strokes ( Read more... )