So Wednesday I turned 18...yes its scary but I'm legal. And I feel older too, which is funny. Yesterday was "twin day", me & jill's joint birthday. And TODAY is Jill's bday! So an exciting few days :D Tuesday night as a bday present from my beloved little sam; me , her, peter & whitcomb went to the strokes concert! She even bought me a tee & ( Read more... )

I dont even know where to start with this one cuz I dont even know what to say. Nothing will take back the hurt I endured or caused last night. Sometimes the ones we hurt the most are the ones we care most about. That's the case with Lauren, for me. There are times when my unbridled anger and fury come out full force at her. There are times when I ( Read more... )

So if u havent already heard, Chris broke up with me tuesday. Called me up & did it. I was shocked & devastated. And let's just say I've cried about it everyday since it happened. I dunno, to me, this is just pitiful to be this way & i hate it. I hate feeling lonely & sad. I hate feeling abandoned. I hate NOT being able to just hate Chris and get ( Read more... )

It's sad to say all of my entries lately when I have updated have been depressing (because i'm not constantly depressed)...but that's one of my biggest times to write the most-when I feel lost. Strange huh? I'm sick of entries of soul searching and self promising, as I'm sure u guys are, but this is one of them....so here we go ( Read more... )

So I gave him a chance to redeem himself. This weekend. "Call me if u wanna do sumthing", I said. I told him I was free today & wanted to hang out. He knew this. He knows i've been trying to plan some time with him and has even said he wants to hang out. But has he called me? no. Or even made any noticable effort? no. Actions are speaking ten times ( Read more... )

I try & remain positive...I mean, my mood has gone up since my last entry. But still, things continue to weigh me down. Worries, doubts, fears. What has 17 taught me, really? I've been pondering that. What great things has it shown me? Well ( Read more... )

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Yeah, so not the greatest day of my life. Quite stressful and scary actually. I got into my first "accident" on my way to school today. Here's what happened ( Read more... )