I told Glenn I needed to be alone for awhile

He just sat there, I cried.

All I want to do is fuck steve now. and i know I will let myself do it. I just want to be around him so much it hurts.

Tuesday night when I spent the night with him brought back all my feelings.

I'm a horrible person.

so I basicly spilled my guts out to my mother tonight. I know she was tired and didn't want to hear it but I needed to get it out to someone and just not write it on livejournal like I'm about too ( Read more... )

Nude Fears: i'm fat.
Nude Fears: lol
St3vo14: naw
St3vo14: but i like it
Nude Fears: i know.
Nude Fears: and your the only one i feel comfy around.
St3vo14: he he
St3vo14: but you'd have to be careful
St3vo14: i bite

I'm going to get myself into trouble, and you know what I don't care.

I've wasted so many tears to find out I was chasing a boy, who was chasing someone else
Nude Fears: good night love.
St3vo14: text me or somethign tomorrow
Nude Fears: will do.
St3vo14: yeah im kinda have tears coming out
Nude Fears: why?
St3vo14: cause
Nude Fears: tell me my stevies
St3vo14: i passed up a bunch of girls
St3vo14: brb
Nude Fears: ok.
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so it's 5:30 in the morning and I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about Steve. I can't stop thinking about how horrible I am because when I'm with glenn now all I can think about is when the next time I'm going to talk to steve ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that you started talking to me again, even though you know I have a boyfriend ( Read more... )

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THAT IS HOW I FEEL ALL THE FUCKING TIME!

I'm going to hell.

have you ever had that one guy, you really liked but everytime you were single he wouldn't talk to you but as soon as you had a boyfriend he would come back around again ( Read more... )

He pissed me off.