I wish someone excited to see me....I feel lost

I know you will never read any of this even though I asked you too. I wish everything was different. I have these stuck feelings.

I wish you could of loved me the way I wanted to fully love you

so I almost Lost myself in Steve's games again. Which would of put me right back in the state of mind I was in this time last year ( Read more... )

1. I'm so happy you're in my life. I'm sorry I hurt you. I know I'm lucky we're back together. I love you with all my heart.

2. You are my BFFFFFFF. I would be lost without you.

3. I'm so glad we've become closer friends. I love hanging out with you and the girls. I'm so happy that your finally getting a house. Even though I'm soooo jealous. I <3 ( Read more... )

yeaaaah. I'm back with glenn. I realized i was being selfish. and being with steve make me realize that if i'm with steve i'm just going to be the holder girl for the next girl. and other stuff happen with glenn that i dont wanna write about....but we had a long long talk about things. and everything is wonderful again.......mmhm..

so tonight I realized I made a stupid mistake. I ruined my semi good relationship with glenn ( Read more... )

i let my self get attached to him and now i'm paying for it ( Read more... )

I broke glenn's heart an hour ago.

He was trying not to cry, he hugged me and I started to cry.

....I ran to steve's arms as soon as I left glenn's house. I feel horrible now.

Hate me now...Please

stevestopped by to see me this morning........oooooh how i love waking up to his face ( Read more... )

So last saturday not the one that just past but the one before it, I hung out with Steve. I took him with me to kyle's house ( Read more... )