It's a love/hate thing. I guess I'm horrible at letting go. luckily I have a distraction or twelve for when it gets bad ( Read more... )

I woke up thursday night, unable to sleep because my eye hurt like hell. I drove myself to the er in milford around 145 am, barely able to open my eyes because of photosensitivity. The lights hurt like hell. I got there and found out I have an ulcer on my cornea, a common ailment for contact lense wearers. Not I'm stuck in glasses with NO makeup ( Read more... )

I worked at 730 am today- fun fun fun! There goes my weekend- I work at 730 tomorrow, too. Then I'm going into boston after work to chizzill ( Read more... )

I have trouble trusting people's motives. Usually, I guess it's all in my head. On some level I still expect people to be assholes, even though I know that every person, in their heart, is good, loving, and true. It's just getting through the outer layers of defensiveness that's the problem. glaring mistakes, unspoken words, insecurity, undesirable ( Read more... )

waxing my own beave is a skill I'm glad to have.. it saves me a ton of money. That's what I did today, and now I'm not walking quite the same way. AAAh, the dod days of summer. Our dog is a huge pain in the ass. I've been taking care of her while Lisa is in Cancun. She wakes me up at 5am with her yelps. it sucks.

Last night was interesting. They made the announcement that man ray will be closing july 30 until they have a new place for it. The old building is going to shit. It was sad, but I think man ray needs a change of energy. I really, really, really need a fucking nap right now ( Read more... )

Last night at ManGay was funnn.... I got dressed up in a cap sleeve black flowered dress, with a steel boned black underbust corset under it. Me and georgie met up with cricket and lindsey, and her butt head ex boyfriend with bad breath. It was a cool night, I managed to not get too hammered. The first band was good, but the voice levels were off ( Read more... )

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I feel much better today ( Read more... )

bank of america fucking blows. I miss fleet. I just got charged over $130 in overdraft fucking fees. fuck.
I need to switch banks. and fast. any suggestions?

I have been insuch a slump lately. lame-o. socially inept. completely lacking patience. I need some quiet time, I guess...