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meow. I let work interfere with yoga. woops.
I am so, so happy with russell. we're each other's puzzle pieces!

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want, either good or bad ( Read more... )

Hoeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!


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yay for adorable boys who smile at me when I'm paranoid. Yay for Jay's wedding and for the adorable boy that went there and smiled at me when I was paranoid. yay for stuff. yay.

LJ Interests meme results

1. bondage:
   ha ha, light bondage prefereed. No masks or anything too nuts. Being a bondage model for a short time definitely opened my eyes to some of the interesting things out there that people are into. I've been tied up with rope, tape, dental gags, ballgags,cellophane, done foot bondage, light bondage, furniture bondage ( Read more... )

the security of having a boyfriend reaches farther than I imagined. I love the freedom, but it's harder being with myself than I thought. I hate having to guess people's motives. I hate keeping my distance when there's baggage involved. I'm emotionally tired of bullshit, tired of other people's fear. I'm tired of my own fear and insecurity ( Read more... )

I'm working 7 days a week, up to 12 hours a day. It doesn't drown out the fact that all I can seem to get are spare moments from him. shreds of companionship. table scraps, when I'm no puppy. I can't be satisfied with scraps. I need something real. I have someone real, but they can't give enough for me. I want to be number one. I remember the early ( Read more... )

I know all everyone hears about right now is the flood and gas prices. I'll forgo the bitching about gas. But I can't stop thinking about the flood. Here I sit, bitching about baby mommas and absent dads, when these people have nowhere and noone to go to. horrible.