hi john! just read my posts. one of my most recent ones was about 2008. see, i knew it would be good! 2008 was SO GROOD. also, ive always known that 2009 will be bad. so far, it has lived up. its been a huge dramafest ( Read more... )

ive been having a fantastic time here lately. true, there is work, as anticipated, but so far it has been not-so-bad. but then again, block 1 = molecules and cells = much easier. the true work starts now. hopefully my lack of study skillz will not destroy me. either that or i will get my ass in gear.

i cant believe ive already been here for 6 weeks ( Read more... )

i have pretty much packed up most of my shit now. it's really weird. packing to leave. i mean, i do it every year to leave/go back to school, but this time it's different. i'm actually MOVING OUT, as opposed to acquiring more stuff specialized towards dorm living. i am not leaving stuff here and splitting my clothes, because there is no point in ( Read more... )

so um sorry about the whining about duke med.

really, life isnt that bad. im in phuket now, relaxing on beaches, etc. life is good.

update: going to dukemed. times change. i should be happier. i know i should be. and more grateful. i am grateful, actually. just not as happy as i should be. which makes me seem ungrateful. so ive just been shoving it aside. but it doesnt change things. it just makes them there, but behind. in the back. 

so. i chose a med sku. i (believe i) will be attending wash u in st louis for the next four years of my life. oh my gawd. it's mostly done, but i am just really freaked out about choosing a school. haha. i still remember thinking about wash u and knowing that i would never get in. wow. crazysauce. med sku ( Read more... )

hellos. i have neglected you. i cant even say that ive been terribly busy lately. cuz that would be a lie. and lying is no grood. i will say that the last week has been a lot of thesis work. i'm glad that its finally on my radar, but it's kind of stressful. i pretty much think about it all the time, but the not doing it all the time has made it ( Read more... )

so much =(

i had the weirdest series of dreams last night ( Read more... )

=( puppy wuppy =(