Wow. I still remember my password. Lol. I'm just relaxing at home while I wait for my son, Vincent, to get home from visiting his grandparents and decided that I dearly missed my old friends who felt so much like family to me. Somehow this journal came to mind when I thought of those friends. I may not see them often, sometimes not even once a ( Read more... )

So I saw 500 days of Summer in theaters when it came out but all I remembered from it was that Zooey Deschannel's character was an evil b**** and I ended up deciding I hated the movie. Lol. Anyway, we Netflixed it and I saw it minus the end again and still hate her character, but I really do like the movie. I had forgotten a lot of the great parts ( Read more... )

March 30th, 2008. That was the moment I saw you and I allowed you to see me for the first time. You kissed me and I pretended I was sleeping so that you wouldn't have to explain yourself. I've been quiet since then, so you wouldn't have to explain yourself. I am understanding and patient because I love you, care about you, and I never want to hurt ( Read more... )

The Soul Stirrers - Stand By Me Father ( Read more... )

I am currently at work, suffering from boredom and quite a bit of pain. Heh... The pain is due to the fact that I have not had a break today, or a lunch, nor do I even expect one. My feet hurt, my back hurt, and I feel so sleepy. I must be getting old. How amazingly sad. I am merely 25. You know, it's strange. I really expected more from myself ( Read more... )

I am sad, still. I have little faith that I will ever be happy again. That's not to say I don't have moments of peace. I do sometimes. I just haven't felt very good for the last the months. Well, since September began, that is. It kills me how no one notices. But I try really hard so that they don't notice so I shouldn't really be surprised. I feel ( Read more... )

I think I have grown to be all around disappointed with my life. Everyday seems to be a struggle unless I have company. I keep quiet about my sorrows and tell no one why I hurt so much. It's awfully frustrating, really

I have high hopes for the evening. I am going to make some tasty dinner and drink the night away with my dear friend Isaiah. I believe he is having some friends or at least one friend over. That should be nice. I think I'll make some ribs that have been drowned in bbq sauce. yes. That sounds promising ( Read more... )

I hate eating dinner alone.

"I'm already somebody's baby" - Elliott Smith, Twilight ( Read more... )