Today started out with me being at home for Beth's funeral. It was really sad. There was an open casket, but she looked nothing like she did when she was alive. There was no expression to her face, and she just looked wrong. It was horrible. I really wish I could have had the chance to see her one last time ( Read more... )

So. I'm home for a night, since Beth's funeral is tomorrow. It was such a shitty drive home, with the sun in my eyes the entire time. At least I'm home now, and the drive back to Greeley shouldn't be too bad. I'll go back to Greeley, and then to the Garden Center. I'm considering taking a job there, she offered me whichever nights I want, from 4 to ( Read more... )

So, I started my nursing home volunteer job today! It might turn into a regular job, we'll see how it goes ( Read more... )

So, I guess I'm supposed to try to write in a journal every day before I go to bed to help with my anxiety ( Read more... )

I was going to post an entry last night, but it was really bitchy and unnecessary, and I think everything is worked out, so there is no need ( Read more... )

2009!

Will you be looking for a new job?
Probably during the summer. Not during the school year, dear god.

Will you be looking for a new relationship?
I hope I never have to again.

New house?
New housing, yes. But I'm probably living in Arlington apartments next year.

What will you do different in 2009?
Get my depression and anxiety figured out.

New Years ( Read more... )

Ugh. So. Today was pretty much the lamest thing. Ever. Just a useless day ( Read more... )

So, I had my first full day of classes today! As you can see. And I think it went pretty well!

Anatomy: I know a bunch of people in the class, and I love the subject matter. I studied for it for three hours tonight, just playing around with my lab manual and reading the text for Wednesday. I really like it already, and I can tell it will really ( Read more... )

Again, I'm back in Greeley. Today was MUCH better than yesterday was, I'm not homesick or anything anymore. I felt so pathetic being homesick, but I guess it just happens ( Read more... )

Gah, I really don't want to be back in Greeley, at least not two whole days early. All I want to do is get my classes going and start school again. I hate this whole sitting around and doing nothing thing that I'm doing now, and will do all day tomorrow. Maybe I'll go for a nice drive tomorrow. That'd be good ( Read more... )