Once again, I've turned back to one of my rocks, Livejournal.  I use to write every detail of my what seemed like exciting life about .  And now looking back at it, I have no reason why I would ever write in an online journal, posting my thoughts and actions so everyone could read.  Now I can't even imagine letting people like that in so easily.  I ( Read more... )

So...no one reads this anymore (like anyone ever did to start with lol).  But it's been almost two years since I've written in this and it's amazing how many things have changed yet stayed the same.  I love who I've become, but I disliked how I got here.  In these two years, so many things have happened - my 16th summer I got a new car and went on ( Read more... )

Ugh....this sucks...

I'm just so tired of everything and I want something to change or happen.

This isn't how it's supposed to be.

I need something good to happen for once, and I need something to happen for me, I don't care if that's selfish or whatever

I hate this.

Well, I didn't go to school today. I felt kinda sick in the morning but mostly cause I had like a breakdown last night and I'm still like ugh. I was soo bored today I was reading all my old entries and I was like "aww!". There were soo many good memories from last year, it put me in such a better mood. And I was like remembering things that I ( Read more... )

Ya, so last weekend was a 3 day weekend so it was pimp.  I missed the football game on Thursday night cause of Dance Class.  But we still kicked ass so it's all good, I wish I coulda seen Mics though.  Anyway....Friday - slept most of the day then went to lunch w/ Barone and visited Laurie at Polo then went to Sanibel Harbour to work out and dance ( Read more... )

Ya it's been like a super long time since I last updated.  School started a couple weeks ago, and it was going alright until today, I got switched out of my 5th period to another Geometry class in the freakin G wing.  I was so pissed off, cause the teacher is like a retard teacher, and my lunch shift got changed, and 2nd lunch sucks ass.  Last ( Read more... )

Ok so summer's almost ending, and I'm so sad.  I can't deal with school, I don't even want to think about going to school.  Court and J have school tomorrow, so tonight we're planning on doing something, hopefully.  So yesterday I went shopping con mi madre, then con mis amigas, Jana, Laurie and Brenna.  When we got back to Lo's house, we called ( Read more... )

Ugh, I just woke up, but Lo told me to update last night so I'll do it now.  Nothing really has happend.  On Sunday Laurie and I went over to Devin's to watch Laguna Beach (Laurie finally bought my bday present - the 1st season of Laguna!)  But we only watched like the first 2 episodes, then we watched Eurotrip - I love that movie!  So after the ( Read more... )

Ya so L and I just got back from the Kelly Clarkson concert...It was awesome omg I love her...it would have been a lot better if we could have actually seen her lol, we had lke the worst seats in the whole place. So ya...not much has been going down...I've been over here at Laurie's house like every day and everynight lol cause Angel Eyes and Mom ( Read more... )

Alright, well 2 things.  First - I miss Jana and New Jersey soooo much!!  Second - Laurie and I are officially the stupidest people in the world.  Wednesday night when I spent the night at her house, we snuck out at like midnight (L locked her bedroom door, but a key thing).  So we're walkin around Reflection Lakes (and not fucking anyone might I ( Read more... )